WTF Am I Doing

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MAKEOUT MEME!!

DA RULEZ:
1) Post with each of your characters
2) Other people comment to your post (anon commenting allowed and encouraged) with the name of another character. You can do this as either characters or muns.
3) Your character then has to reply to that characters post and kiss them
4)Don't be shy (I'm looking at YOU newbies) Have fun!

Lovingly ganked from bistromatics and ogod what am I doing...

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[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[..... D: all around]



..... I wouldn't say I was eyeing him. Like I said, it was .... a surprise. But then I should expect by now to be surprised by Dean.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ ....say what. ]

...you mind repeatin' that last part?

[ Because if she heard him right...well, it's not like they really had a cemented relationship, right? Right??? So she shouldn't feel so sick about it. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

..... I should be used to being surprised by Dean now?





................. are you alright, Kaylee?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Y-yeah. Shiny.

[ Does she look shiny? Not really. ]

But...how long has this been going on? This Dean thing?

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

............. less than an hour. [Cas frowns in confusion.]





.... You do not look well, Kaylee.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Less than an hour? But...

Did he get bored, was that it? ]

Just...Dean 'n I had a...a thing. I thought.

keywords relevant~

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

............................................... ah. ......... I see.


[Cas knows Dean pretty well. He should have expected this. He should have-

Cas' face is totally impassive now, the earlier traces of happiness completely gone. Angels have poker faces that do not break (unless your name is Winchester) and Cas has enough angel left in him to be able to not let emotions show.

Of course, the lack of emotions showing says plenty in itself. As does his completely impassive voice.]

I understand.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Oooh now she feels awful. ]

If you got... Possible he's done with me, y'know? 'Specially if it just happened within the hour. S'alright if you... I'd be happy for you guys, I mean.

keywords again relevant~ XD;;

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas stares at her, confused behind his blank mask.]

... It's not something you have to worry about. Dean isn't normally interested in ...... men.

[He's not a man, he's an angel who happens to be in a male vessel ... except, now, he's a man. Better get used to thinking of himself as such.

Cas continues to stare at her impassively.]

If he likes you, of course he will return to you.

awgrond;k gdit Cas ;_;

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Ain't exactly all man though, are ya? No matter how you look at it, you ain't always been...

[ And she stops there, because she doesn't know if it'll hurt his feelings or not, and she really doesn't want to. ]

You've got a bit of time on me there, though. Just a passin' thing, won't last anyhow when the 'verse is restored, right?

jsdflljsdl sowwwie? XS;;

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas stares at her levelly.]

If our universes are restored, and we are returned to them, I will be dead. I was in the process of being killed when I was brought here.

[He says the words as if they don't matter to him one way or another. They're just simple facts.]

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

...you don't know that. Entirely possible you could be, but life's got a funny way of throwin' ya for a loop or two.

[ Super frowning, yep. ]

'Sides, if that's gonna be so, shouldn't you at least be happy til that time comes?

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas snorts at that.]


Dean should be happy. He's ... the one that deserves happiness.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Have a feelin' he'd be happy with you just as much as he would with me. Long as he ain't alone. Shouldn't ever be alone, he don't deserve that.

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas snorts again at that.]


I don't know the first thing about ... making a person happy. And he does deserve every happiness.

[Cas believes that fiercely.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Somebody's ears are burning....literally? OW!*

*ok maybe not literally but Dean's noticing the intense talk between the two and aw hell... way to go Winchester to complicate things you idjet*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Oblivious to Dean's presence? Just a bit. ]

So you should both be happy. You can learn from him plenty, and he's always happy when you're about. Ain't all that hard of a choice, really.

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas however, has a Dean sense, even as a human. He turns to look at the other man. What do you say in a situation like this? Cas' face is blank, reminiscent of the cold distant angel he was when Dean first met him.]


Hello, Dean.

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Dean looked between the two of them.*



...........Aw fuck

*In Winchester-speak: I really screwed the pooch big time here.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ And ho damn there's Dean. Kaylee looks a mite sheepish for a moment there. ]

S'alright, really Dean. All figured out. [ Look, she's even ready to just walk away and let 'em go at it. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Not if Cas beats her too it.]

She's right, we were in agreement.


I should go.

[He turns to do just that, not even waiting for Dean's response.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

...Wait wait, hold up!

*places his hand out, palms out*

Nobody leave.

Iii... aw hell I suck at this.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Alright, so nobody's leaving. Now what? ]

Ain't all that complicated, 'n I completely understand, Dean. Sometimes it's just how things work out.

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas, for his part, is completely silent.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

No... Godammit.

*wipes hand over face*

Shit, I....


I love you both.

*oh crap, did that just come out of his mouth? Fuck! This is full on chick flick land, and dammit he blurted that out.*