WTF Am I Doing

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MAKEOUT MEME!!

DA RULEZ:
1) Post with each of your characters
2) Other people comment to your post (anon commenting allowed and encouraged) with the name of another character. You can do this as either characters or muns.
3) Your character then has to reply to that characters post and kiss them
4)Don't be shy (I'm looking at YOU newbies) Have fun!

Lovingly ganked from bistromatics and ogod what am I doing...

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[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas however, has a Dean sense, even as a human. He turns to look at the other man. What do you say in a situation like this? Cas' face is blank, reminiscent of the cold distant angel he was when Dean first met him.]


Hello, Dean.

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Dean looked between the two of them.*



...........Aw fuck

*In Winchester-speak: I really screwed the pooch big time here.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ And ho damn there's Dean. Kaylee looks a mite sheepish for a moment there. ]

S'alright, really Dean. All figured out. [ Look, she's even ready to just walk away and let 'em go at it. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Not if Cas beats her too it.]

She's right, we were in agreement.


I should go.

[He turns to do just that, not even waiting for Dean's response.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

...Wait wait, hold up!

*places his hand out, palms out*

Nobody leave.

Iii... aw hell I suck at this.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Alright, so nobody's leaving. Now what? ]

Ain't all that complicated, 'n I completely understand, Dean. Sometimes it's just how things work out.

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas, for his part, is completely silent.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

No... Godammit.

*wipes hand over face*

Shit, I....


I love you both.

*oh crap, did that just come out of his mouth? Fuck! This is full on chick flick land, and dammit he blurted that out.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ He said what.

Yeah, this? Would be what we'd call Stunned Silence. Not a bad stunned silence, just. He said-- ]

I... [ Oh geez she feels like she's going to cry WHAT IS THIS. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas would also like to offer a Stunned Silence. Congratulations Dean, you have two very shocked people staring at you.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Shit shit, he's making this worse. Of course he is, he's Dean Winchester who excels at screwing things up*

Not like that. I mean... hell. Cas is well, I don't have much family left, and he's come to be a part of that, and I'm... responsible for him. Poor bastard gave up his wings and all for me, I have to make up for that. And I took advantage of it.

Uh Kaylee, baby, you're just amazing, and I know a guy like me doesn't deserve you. Not in a million years, but you're uh... I'm crazy about you.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ He's not making it worse he's making it--

Yeah, yeah those're tears. ]

No, no no no don't say that, bao bei. Deserve way better'n me, 'n...

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[There's so many things wrong with what Dean said, but there's also a crying girl. The crying girl takes precedence, and Cas doesn't know what to do with her. Awkwardly he reaches out and kind of pats Kaylee's shoulder.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*There's all kinds of things wrong with Dean, but he's not getting into that. Still he briefly trades a glance with Cas, because the ex angel _knows_, knows what he did, and what he's making up for.*

No, no, you have no idea...I can't even begin to tell you.

*He then stepped forward to reach for Kaylee*

Shhh... it's ok.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Don't matter what you've done, Dean. Plenty of folks out there who've probly done worse, and the fact that you have some form of regret, or memory at least...that's what places you as better...

[ Right, she's just gonna give a happy sob and move to hug him. After a moment, she pulls back and drags Cas into the hug as well. There, problem solved. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Castiel freezes. He doesn't belong here, he's not a part of this, he shouldn't be here-]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Too bad, because Dean's reaching for Cas to pull him in for the group hug anyway*

*He closed his eyes*

Not by much... came so damn close to losing myself down there.

*All the nightmares*

Can still hear the poor sons of bitches screaming as I tore them apart *That was said so faintly, it be hard of hear.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

But you didn't, did you? You're still you, and there ain't nobody ever gonna change that, alright?

[ He's mumbling something, and that's all Kaylee really notes before she holds him tighter, hand moving over his back as soothingly as she can manage. Cas gets similar treatment, so there's really no turning back for him, sorry sir. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[All Cas' thoughts of leaving disappear when Dean mentions hell.]

Don't-

[He's wrapping his arm around Dean's back, holding the other man tight.]


Don't.

[He doesn't know what else to say. What can he say to make this better? There's nothing.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*He's not shaking or crying... Goddammit, he isn't.*

I don't know.

...don't know how much made it out of the Pit.

*Dean just clung back to both of them. Two of his anchors now. Sam being the first and foremost growing up*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Enough.

[ That's all that matters. Enough made it, and that's that. She continues on, soothing and comforting, even though she doesn't quite understand it. That's what Cas is there for, the understanding. She can manage the rest. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas grips Dean's shoulder in a bruising grip. When he speaks, his voice is harsh, but from emotion.]

I was the one who raised you from hell- I saw your soul, all of it. I didn't leave any of you behind in the pit, Dean.

You're all here, all of you. I promise.

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

(OOC: of course the psiradio plays Carry On Wayward Son and Don't Let the Sun Go Down On Me)
"You're sure?" Dean whispered to them both, not wanting to mention the void he's felt at times since he got out. The one that still remains even though it's been affecting him less.

SOUNDTRACK, ANYONE~? loool

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Smiling like there's no tomorrow. ]

Positive. 'Specially if he is. [ A nod to Cas. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

I know you, Dean Winchester. I'm sure.

[Cas knows Dean doesn't listen so good to words though, and he can't bear to see Dean hurting like this, so, with a mental shrug, he leans over and kisses Dean.]