WTF Am I Doing

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MAKEOUT MEME!!

DA RULEZ:
1) Post with each of your characters
2) Other people comment to your post (anon commenting allowed and encouraged) with the name of another character. You can do this as either characters or muns.
3) Your character then has to reply to that characters post and kiss them
4)Don't be shy (I'm looking at YOU newbies) Have fun!

Lovingly ganked from bistromatics and ogod what am I doing...

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[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas would also like to offer a Stunned Silence. Congratulations Dean, you have two very shocked people staring at you.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Shit shit, he's making this worse. Of course he is, he's Dean Winchester who excels at screwing things up*

Not like that. I mean... hell. Cas is well, I don't have much family left, and he's come to be a part of that, and I'm... responsible for him. Poor bastard gave up his wings and all for me, I have to make up for that. And I took advantage of it.

Uh Kaylee, baby, you're just amazing, and I know a guy like me doesn't deserve you. Not in a million years, but you're uh... I'm crazy about you.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ He's not making it worse he's making it--

Yeah, yeah those're tears. ]

No, no no no don't say that, bao bei. Deserve way better'n me, 'n...

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[There's so many things wrong with what Dean said, but there's also a crying girl. The crying girl takes precedence, and Cas doesn't know what to do with her. Awkwardly he reaches out and kind of pats Kaylee's shoulder.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*There's all kinds of things wrong with Dean, but he's not getting into that. Still he briefly trades a glance with Cas, because the ex angel _knows_, knows what he did, and what he's making up for.*

No, no, you have no idea...I can't even begin to tell you.

*He then stepped forward to reach for Kaylee*

Shhh... it's ok.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Don't matter what you've done, Dean. Plenty of folks out there who've probly done worse, and the fact that you have some form of regret, or memory at least...that's what places you as better...

[ Right, she's just gonna give a happy sob and move to hug him. After a moment, she pulls back and drags Cas into the hug as well. There, problem solved. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Castiel freezes. He doesn't belong here, he's not a part of this, he shouldn't be here-]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Too bad, because Dean's reaching for Cas to pull him in for the group hug anyway*

*He closed his eyes*

Not by much... came so damn close to losing myself down there.

*All the nightmares*

Can still hear the poor sons of bitches screaming as I tore them apart *That was said so faintly, it be hard of hear.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

But you didn't, did you? You're still you, and there ain't nobody ever gonna change that, alright?

[ He's mumbling something, and that's all Kaylee really notes before she holds him tighter, hand moving over his back as soothingly as she can manage. Cas gets similar treatment, so there's really no turning back for him, sorry sir. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[All Cas' thoughts of leaving disappear when Dean mentions hell.]

Don't-

[He's wrapping his arm around Dean's back, holding the other man tight.]


Don't.

[He doesn't know what else to say. What can he say to make this better? There's nothing.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*He's not shaking or crying... Goddammit, he isn't.*

I don't know.

...don't know how much made it out of the Pit.

*Dean just clung back to both of them. Two of his anchors now. Sam being the first and foremost growing up*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

Enough.

[ That's all that matters. Enough made it, and that's that. She continues on, soothing and comforting, even though she doesn't quite understand it. That's what Cas is there for, the understanding. She can manage the rest. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas grips Dean's shoulder in a bruising grip. When he speaks, his voice is harsh, but from emotion.]

I was the one who raised you from hell- I saw your soul, all of it. I didn't leave any of you behind in the pit, Dean.

You're all here, all of you. I promise.

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

(OOC: of course the psiradio plays Carry On Wayward Son and Don't Let the Sun Go Down On Me)
"You're sure?" Dean whispered to them both, not wanting to mention the void he's felt at times since he got out. The one that still remains even though it's been affecting him less.

SOUNDTRACK, ANYONE~? loool

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Smiling like there's no tomorrow. ]

Positive. 'Specially if he is. [ A nod to Cas. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

I know you, Dean Winchester. I'm sure.

[Cas knows Dean doesn't listen so good to words though, and he can't bear to see Dean hurting like this, so, with a mental shrug, he leans over and kisses Dean.]

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Cue more surprise, and he starts to return it, before gently disengaging. He then looked between them, and his hand reaches out to cup Kaylee's cheek.*

God, how much can I screw things up here?

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Yeaaaah she doesn't look exactly pleased about that kiss, especially when Dean starts to return it. All ready to back down again, before Dean's hand finds her cheek. Siiigh. ]

Everybody here's got a part in it somehow. Ain't just you...

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Oh crap, Cas screwed up, didn't he. He screwed up and alkjdfsajklsdfjkasdfj crap. Right, Dean doesn't want him, it's not his place to reassure Dean, it's Kaylee's. This time he is going to actually pull away, no matter how much people are holding on to him.]


No, I believe the one 'screwing things up' is me. ... I will go now.

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Dean scratched back of his neck nervously. He should go, he made things worse and everybody's going to leave. And why did he even bother, who'd want him anyway?*

I'm sorry for all this. I'll get out here.

*there's always the tavern, and there's strong booze again. He hadn't even noticed how dull his green eyes look.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Oh, gorrammit to both of them. One of Kaylee's hands snags Castiel's sleeve, the other grabs the front of Dean's shirt, and she yanks them both right back. ]

Ain't anybody goin' anywhere, alright? Nothin's ever gonna get sorted if everybody just wanders off halfway through. [ Herself included. Damn her own words. ] Now, I'll be the first to admit, Cas has got some time on me already, and knows a lot more than I ever could 'bout home 'n past. And I didn't... [ Yeah, she's trying really hard not to start crying again here. ] I didn't back down from Simon just to play this little dance, so things need to get sorted, or so help me...

[ Don't ask her to finish that, because she really doesn't know where it's going either. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[Cas recognizes that dead look in Dean's eyes. Ohhhhhh he recognizes it. He jabs a finger in Dean's chest, voice (probably inexplicably to Kaylee) now angry. He's mad though because he cares. Ohhhh how he cares.]

Whatever you are thinking about doing right now Dean Winchester, you are not going to do it. You are going to stay here, with Kaylee, and you are going to let her make you happy. Understand?

[His voice very much says 'I'm a motherfucking angel of the lord and you will listen']

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

*Dammit.*

I love you, Kaylee. *he stares back at her sadly*

You deserve better though, Simon sounds like a good guy.

*He was cursed, and god help him, it was going to come back on him somehow. And seeing her on a ceiling or burning like Mom or Jess would kill him. Hell he's not sure if they'll survive the Ohm.*

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Oh don't look at her like that, Dean. Pleeeeease don't look like that. ]

He is 'cept when he opens his trap but that don't change a whole lot here, does it? Had a choice, and it's already been made, so there ain't no Simon in this conversation.

[ And then she registers exactly what he said, and stops altogether. He...loves...

... ]

You-- I-- [ Hooo boy. AND THAT LOOK GORRAMMIT. ]

[angel-ofthe.livejournal.com]

[This is the point where Cas smacks Dean in the head. His voice is gruff.]


Stop being a moron.