Sometimes you annoy the hell out of me Conner-- but it's fun, anyway. You-- we do stupid stuff sometimes, and maybe sometimes the fact that you're enjoying yourself really helps me. You're like an annoying little brother that way. And I wouldn't change that. And then... yeah, I guess you can be the older brother sometimes, too. You're there for me when I need it. Even if I don't want to talk about it. You're my best friend, Conner.
I know it was hard to even take you seriously sometimes, when we first met, but... yeah, you really proved me wrong. You smartened up, and you grew up. If anyone ever questions that...
I know I did some pretty stupid stuff, after you died. I made some big mistakes and I let you down. I couldn't-- after Steph, and my dad... you really helped me with them, and then you were gone. Maybe I snapped a little, after all of that. I'm getting out of that stupid, dark place, though. You coming back really helped that.
I kind of admire the fact that so much of this comes so easy to you-- you're a natural. And it's not like it's never hard for you-- I know that it's hard for all of us. But you still manage to keep going. Better than I have. And you're good at keeping it all straight in your head.
Sometimes you... make me better Conner. And I'll never forget that. And like hell am I ever, ever going to lose you again.
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Sometimes you annoy the hell out of me Conner-- but it's fun, anyway. You-- we do stupid stuff sometimes, and maybe sometimes the fact that you're enjoying yourself really helps me. You're like an annoying little brother that way. And I wouldn't change that. And then... yeah, I guess you can be the older brother sometimes, too. You're there for me when I need it. Even if I don't want to talk about it. You're my best friend, Conner.
I know it was hard to even take you seriously sometimes, when we first met, but... yeah, you really proved me wrong. You smartened up, and you grew up. If anyone ever questions that...
I know I did some pretty stupid stuff, after you died. I made some big mistakes and I let you down. I couldn't-- after Steph, and my dad... you really helped me with them, and then you were gone. Maybe I snapped a little, after all of that. I'm getting out of that stupid, dark place, though. You coming back really helped that.
I kind of admire the fact that so much of this comes so easy to you-- you're a natural. And it's not like it's never hard for you-- I know that it's hard for all of us. But you still manage to keep going. Better than I have. And you're good at keeping it all straight in your head.
Sometimes you... make me better Conner. And I'll never forget that. And like hell am I ever, ever going to lose you again.