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Tell confessa-a-bear

Here's how we do it.

1. Make a post for each character confessing something. It could be ceiling-cat, inner angst, a secret love, or hey, maybe you just want to list all the things that the character feels are so pent up inside him just bursting to get out. Weight of the world on his shoulders?
2. People reply to those posts with reactions to the confessions. It can be "what were you smoking when you did that" or "uhwhat?" or even "nice job, buddy!"
3. Forced honesty, uh-yep.
4. Bonus! Make as many confessions as you'd like!
5. Profit!

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...Sometimes I wish we were never born. Maybe our folks would have survived then.

Or that dad never tried to bring me back from the dead.

Edited 2010-07-28 00:06 (UTC)

You can't think like that. There are a lot of people that would have died if you hadn't been there to protect them, I'm sure of that.

I wasn't supposed to survive. Plain and simple. Hell, the reaper even said it was my time.

When it is your time you won't need someone to tell you it is. You'll be able to let go on your own. The fact you're here right now tells me you weren't supposed to die then.

[awkwaaaaard]

...... I'm glad you were born, Dean.

Thanks Cas. We both know the truth though.

... What truth is that, Dean?

If I died in that car accident... Sam would be ok. My dad would still be alive, and none of this crap would have happened. I mean, not like you guys would have dragged me out of heaven for the war right? Not if that first seal didn't get broken.

Lucifer's minions would have done anything to get that seal open Dean, anything. And with the forces of heaven helping them .... you didn't stand a chance.

It wasn't your fault, Dean. They were going to get that seal open no matter what.

So some other poor bastard would have been the righteous man? *not liking the sound of that either*

At least it wouldn't have been my dad either. (

Daddy never broke, but his little princess broke in 30.

)

... it is probable they would have moved on to Adam eventually, yes.

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We can't know everything when we make decisions, and our parents are no different. They just made the best choices they felt they could.

Yeah, but they could have made better ones. It's not that worth it.

To you maybe, but to them it was worth everything I'm sure.

My dad could have lived a lot longer otherwise. He never would have gone to hell. I wouldn't have started this whole mess.

You're still around to fight those angels, and to say no to them. I think he made the right call.

And I'm glad that's not the case.

I hope you are too.

*is silent because he doesn't feel the same*

No, don't say that bao bei. There's a good portion of folks in the 'verse who wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for you. You've made a bigger difference than most folks could even think to do.

I'm not that good a person, Sunshine. And I don't deserve coming back when it's my dad taking my place. Never should have happened. World wouldn't have been screwed over with all the prophecy crap.

Y'ever think it was his choice? He figured--had faith in you--that you could do a better job than he could manage.

My dad wasn't like that. He only liked me when I was behaving and following his orders. He only saved me so I could carry out his last ones.
Either save my brother or kill him.

You don't know that for sure, Dean. Might've sounded like that, sure, but that don't mean it's exactly how he felt.

Maybe. I used to think he was a hero and a good father. Then I realized how much he was away hurt us. Guy was more of a drill sergeant with us than a parent. But he did the best he could.

It's hard, 'specially when you've got a job such as yours. He loved you, though, if his actions say anythin'.