Triggers: torture of physical emotional and psychological variety.
Where to start? The girl who convinced him to try on pink panties when he was a bit younger and found he liked them?
The fact that as much as he goes on and on about chick flick moments, he secretly wants attention and praise and love? And he's terrified of ending up alone.
Knowing that he's been used as a tool and a weapon most of his life, and doesn't rate his life much higher than that? Or that he has no other purpose or goal in his life beside protecting his brother? Plus the fact he pretty much molded himself after his father and only realized a few years ago that most of the objects and interests surrounding him are really his father's and not his. And secretly he doesn't think his dad was all that great a parent.
How much he wished he could end hunting years ago, but knows it's the main thing he's really good at? That as much as he wants a family more than anything else, he doesn't see himself as more than a hunter and a killer.
And then there's hell. 30 years of being systematically tortured and broken on a rack, and then eventually breaking only to become the torturer's best student, partly because he really enjoyed what he was doing.
Dean Winchester
Where to start? The girl who convinced him to try on pink panties when he was a bit younger and found he liked them?
The fact that as much as he goes on and on about chick flick moments, he secretly wants attention and praise and love? And he's terrified of ending up alone.
Knowing that he's been used as a tool and a weapon most of his life, and doesn't rate his life much higher than that? Or that he has no other purpose or goal in his life beside protecting his brother? Plus the fact he pretty much molded himself after his father and only realized a few years ago that most of the objects and interests surrounding him are really his father's and not his. And secretly he doesn't think his dad was all that great a parent.
How much he wished he could end hunting years ago, but knows it's the main thing he's really good at? That as much as he wants a family more than anything else, he doesn't see himself as more than a hunter and a killer.
And then there's hell. 30 years of being systematically tortured and broken on a rack, and then eventually breaking only to become the torturer's best student, partly because he really enjoyed what he was doing.