- Sometimes, Cagalli blames herself for things that she has no right blaming herself for. She gets down on herself, backpedals when called out on it, but never actually puts her particular fears out in the open. Specifically, she thinks she could've stopped Lord Djibril from escaping if she'd been less confrontational. Then, maybe no one would have had the nerve to fire Requiem.
She knows that over a million died because Djibril was a madman, but the thought lingers in the back of her mind.
- She wonders if accepting the role of Chief Representative at such a young age wasn't stupidly trying to live up to both her father and Lacus, instead of figuring out what she was good at. Not that she has any hard feelings about Lacus; it's because she admires her.
- Cagalli wants to be able to be a normal teenager with her friends, enjoying life and having free time, despite how impossible it is. She especially wishes it for her brother, but bringing it up would just lead to frustrating conversations with everyone.
- She knows she's a bit sexually repressed from her upbringing and having so much responsibility thrust onto her. She feels like it would be immature or inappropriate to make a big deal of it, while also wishing she had the nerve to be more forward with Athrun.
- She wonders if she should be as traumatized by war as the other three in their core group, and if it means something bad about her that it didn't leave her quite as scarred. Does it mean she's just not as good a person?
- Despite being back together with Athrun, she's had her first misgivings about their relationship, and it's something else she blames herself for more than anyone else.
- It annoys her that she cries and gets overly emotional at the drop of a hat, and doesn't talk about it because it would make her get overly emotional or even cry to do so.
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She knows that over a million died because Djibril was a madman, but the thought lingers in the back of her mind.
- She wonders if accepting the role of Chief Representative at such a young age wasn't stupidly trying to live up to both her father and Lacus, instead of figuring out what she was good at. Not that she has any hard feelings about Lacus; it's because she admires her.
- Cagalli wants to be able to be a normal teenager with her friends, enjoying life and having free time, despite how impossible it is. She especially wishes it for her brother, but bringing it up would just lead to frustrating conversations with everyone.
- She knows she's a bit sexually repressed from her upbringing and having so much responsibility thrust onto her. She feels like it would be immature or inappropriate to make a big deal of it, while also wishing she had the nerve to be more forward with Athrun.
- She wonders if she should be as traumatized by war as the other three in their core group, and if it means something bad about her that it didn't leave her quite as scarred. Does it mean she's just not as good a person?
- Despite being back together with Athrun, she's had her first misgivings about their relationship, and it's something else she blames herself for more than anyone else.
- It annoys her that she cries and gets overly emotional at the drop of a hat, and doesn't talk about it because it would make her get overly emotional or even cry to do so.