She nodded. "I know. I'm glad too: it helps to remember there are always people I can depend on when things get pretty bad. You know you guys can do the same, right?"

She smiled, looking guilty. "I like hanging with Nokosi. A lot. It would usually be a small thing but he's really been a shining force for me. But I feel like I betray Matt for thinking that at all. I feel like I shouldn't like anyone, not like that."