No More Secrets Meme

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Good evening meatship, I bring you your Friday meme!

No More Secrets

1. All of your character's darkest and most embarrassing secrets, the ones that they have been holding back from the crew, are now common knowledge.

2. Since not everyone knows everyone's canon, comment with your character and a bulleted list of the things they have been holding back from the crew. These can be funny things (that time I ran around with my underwear outside my pants), embarrassing things (Little Black Book-type secrets) or the dark things they never wanted anyone to know.

3. Other characters react to these sudden revelations about your character. Will it change the way people feel about each other?

IMPORTANT: PLEASE POST WARNINGS IN THE SUBJECT LINE IF SOMETHING IN THE COMMENT IS TRIGGERY. This meme has the potential to be a lot more dramatic than our usual fare, and I want to make sure everyone is comfortable.

Muns, have fun! Characters... well, I'm not sure "fun" applies.

Comments

Akiyama Ren

[darknight-ren.livejournal.com]

-Ren became a Kamen Rider because Kanzaki Shiro sent a Mirror Monster to attack his fiancee, Eri. Kanzaki promised Ren that the only way to save her was to join the Rider battle and win the prize--a wish that could restore her life. Ren forged a contract with the Monster who attacked Eri, possibly out of some very dark sense of humor. He NEVER takes off his necklace with Eri's rings.

-Ren teamed up with Kanzaki's younger sister, Yui, to get an edge in the battle. He might have some romantic feelings toward her--he was certainly very protective of her--but he refused to act on them because of Eri. When Yui died, Ren was numb in shock, but he had to respect her wishes to die and break the cycle.

-The timeline has been restarted over and over to the brink of disaster, thanks to Kanzaki trying to rig the battle to save Yui. In one iteration, Ren's best friend was Kamen Rider Raia, Tezuka Miyuki, who used to date Eri before Ren. They disagreed over participating in the battle to save her, and when Tezuka died, Ren could only keep going for Eri. He met Kudo Shinji and disliked him, helping the other Riders try to kill him, but he had a change of heart and helped him. He died saving Shinji's life and passed over his deck to him, making him promise to save Eri.

-In another iteration more like the timeline Ren's from now, Yui committed suicide to derail her brother's plans, and Ren was completely devastated by her death. It was worse, with Shinji absorbed by his Mirror World twin, Ryuga no, he did not have a goatee. These were the only friends Ren ever really had.

-Ren has moments of deja vu about these other timelines, though no specific memories.

-Ren has added Phillip to the people he considers friends, since something about him just reminds him of Shinji. Only less loud and confrontational. The WITCH girls seem to take care of that part.

-While he generally comes off as an angstbucket and serious man, Ren is probably the most hopeful person on the ship, if only because he needs to be. The slimmest hope of saving his fiancee is the only thing that kept him going for two years, even when he was flatout told that he would never be allowed to win because Kanzaki had fixed the game. So he'll go along with whatever Stacy and the Daligig and Lensemen say, even if they're lying, because he has to believe that he'll be able to save her.

Badtouching

[silverytongue.livejournal.com]

- Namira was given to the Circle of Magi after her magic manifested early and she burnt her sister's face. She doesn't remember what her parents look like any more, or exactly how she arrived.

- The reason she became a Warden in the first place was because of conscription. And she only accepted it because she did not want to spend the rest of her life in Aeonar, the Mages' Prison for assisting her best friend (and blood mage).

- She ordered the death of her best friend, Jowan, after he poisoned the Arl of Redcliffe. Though Namira claims that she felt very little, the truth of the matter is that she cried privately over him and feels constantly guilty over the betrayal of a long-standing friendship.

- She sings in the bath tub. She sings while bathing, period. They are usually raunchy drinking songs.

- ...she likes treasure. A lot. In fact, she has raided pretty much every location she's ever traveled to in Ferelden.

- Nope, still doesn't feel bad about it.

- Before she was taken, Namira had, uh, relations with Leliana. Not by her leave, either. One minute they were talking about shoes, the next minute, Leliana was dragging her off into her tent. Since then, she skirted around traveling alone with the bard.

Devlin Levin

[farfrom-tree.livejournal.com]

-Nura really IS the first maternal figure Devlin ever had. His real mom was a hooker. And not very affectionate. Yeah, it made parent-teacher conferences awkward.

-Kevin was only sporadically in Devlin's life, but he did an amazing job manipulating the kid's love for him into obedience. While he never physically abused Devlin until the battle at Tennyson HQ, he did tend to do things like lock him out of the house for missing curfew or telling him to figure out a plan all on his own to break him out of jail.

-Devlin knows now that Kevin might have been insane from years of energy absorption, but he has no idea how he'd react if he ever met a Kevin who wasn't out of his mind.

-Because of the events that landed him with the Tennysons, Devlin's hard on himself when he makes mistakes and really wants to prove himself as a hero. This is one of the reasons why he practices so much with his powers and thinks the Kamen Riders are so cool the other reason is that they really ARE cool, even if Phillip and Ren are terrible babysitters.

-Devlin is terrified of Irma Lair. She's really powerful, she controls water, and she's got reason to be mad at him--that stupid Kamen Rider Double incident during Tyrant!Steve's attack. He tries to avoid her as much as possible.

-Part of the reason Devlin's so awkward around Hikari is because he really does like her a LOT. Another part of it is that he's working on his self-esteem. And another part of it is that puberty is starting to kick in with a vengeance.

-Yet another part of it is that Devlin really doesn't have the best advice from guys on this kind of thing. His dad was evil. Ben's a derp. Negi's ALSO a derp and taught a class full of girls--some of whom wanted him to themselves. It's honestly amazing that Devlin's done as well as he has.

-And despite having superpowers of his own, Devlin still thinks that transforming superheroes are awesome and the whole idea of the Meatship Rangers is too cool for words still would be better if they made Kamen Riders.

[foreseen-future.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

Tenaya

[neverwastenaya.livejournal.com]

-Tenaya tries not to worry about the fact that her past is a blank and she's neither completely human nor completely machine. But it does. A lot of her arrogance is to cover this up.

-She also worries about her eyesight failing, even though she'd thought she'd be fine with that possibility after the fall of Venjix. But now, she worries she might be a liability in battle.

-Oddly enough, she's not too bothered by the fact that she has no idea what her real name is. As far as designations go, she could have been stuck with a lot worse; back home are Dr. K and the twins Gem and Gemma.

-There is SOMETHING about the green ones. Tenaya has this association with the color green and derpy, crazy guys who really don't look like they'd be reliable in battle (Ziggy back home, Beastboy, Ben 10, Ron). Logically, she knows that it's ridiculous, but it's way too much of a coincidence.

Re: Tenaya

[badassfreakingoverlord]

Eyesight? What's with that?

Mindy Macready/ Hit girl

[hit-girl-mindy.livejournal.com]

-Wishes she knew a little of what her mother was like, or even what being raised with a mom would be like. Feels guilty about it later though, as she knows how much her dad missed her mother.

-Despite Kick Ass being the one who mistakenly gave them over to the bad guys, she blames herself for not being able to stop her dad from getting burned. Still has nightmares where she smells burning flesh.

-Is well aware of the fact that she may actually be crazy by most people's standards. No one on the ship has gone this far to protect their alter-ego.

-Is more comfortable as Hitgirl than as Mindy, mostly because she can swear more and its less of an effort to not alienate people.

-Envies Sasami for being able to pull off being a kid better than she can, even as Mindy. Envies Sasami even MORE for managing to be with the only guy she could like on the ship her age.

-This is not going to stop her from hitting on him.

-She is protective of both Ruffnut and Sasami, the former openly, the latter secretly.

-Ruffnut is her best friend on the ship, but will make an extra effort to only be seen with her as Hitgirl so as not to compromise herself.

Ba'al - torture and murder

[godbydefinition.livejournal.com]

-is really a several thousand year old space alien inhabiting a human body.

-said human body is mostly just a shell, but still has limited cognisance.

-one of his earliest memories (genetic memory notwithstanding) is of letting his incubator-type alien bleed and fester in the sun instead of healing him. For kicks. And to prove to him that he was superior.

-ever since then, one of his ~favourite~ pastimes/interrogation methods has been torturing people to death-- and then bringing them right back to life because he knows that denying them death is worse than letting them die.

-genuinely liked Qetesh-- but mostly in a creepy possessive way.

-despite being a ~superior alien~ he has a sekrit love for Earth stuff. He finds it amusing. And sometimes cool. And he really likes suits.

Re: Ba'al - torture and murder

[badassfreakingoverlord]

YOU FORGOT THE PART ABOUT BEING THE TYRANT OVERLORD!

I'm STILL on to you, Baal!

Rachel Berenson - lots o' violence

[pretty_lethal]

-Rachel can morph! Into living things she 'acquires' the DNA of.

-At about 13, she was drafted into a war against an invading alien species. This called for lots of morally grey actions-- like killing aliens and their hosts, etc, etc.

-Rachel kind of liked the war-- and no one really knew what she would do if it ended.

-She once threatened a boy that got wrapped up in the Ani stuff by driving a fork into his ear and threatening to kill his parents, more or less.

-She later volunteered to be the one who trapped the same kid in rat morph forever, because she knew no one else would do it.

-Right before coming to the ship, she was assigned to kill her cousin/his Yeerk-- she accepted doing this, knowing she'd probably die on the mission, too.

-The other Anis > everyone else for her (especially Tobias (bird-boyfriend) and Cassie (BFF)).

Setsuna F. Seiei

[a_mere_human]

-His parents named him Soran Ibrahim. (prnounced Sore-Ann E-bruh-Heem). He will stab you if you ever call him that.

-He's of Kurdish heritage, and was born in the republic of Krugis, which is based on the region known as "Kurdistan".

-When he was 8 years old, he, along with all the other boys in the village who were roughly his age, were recruited into jihadist terrorist group the KPSA. As part of their initiation into the group, each of the boys were given a gun, and told that to truly give themselves to god, they had to cut all earthly ties and remove anything that challenged God's authority. Setsuna went home and proceeded to shoot his father three times in the stomach, then shoot his mother twice in the chest. All the other boys killed their parents as well.

-Out of all the people he's killed, his parents are the only ones he genuinely regrets. Everyone else had it coming.

-When he was 10, the neighboring nation of Azadistan wiped out the KPSA by unleashing their military on them. Setsuna was the only member from his village to survive, and that's only because of the intervention by the 0 Gundam.

-From the time he was 10 until he was about 14, he was homeless and wandered aimlessly around the middle east. A number of people tried to take advantage of him, thinking of him as only some skinny homeless kid they could use and abuse, only to discover that he was a former terrorist who was highly trained in close quarter combat and had no qualms killing people. He was never successfully sexually assaulted, but the fact that so many people tried is a large part of the reason he's so wary of physical contact.

-When it came to sex education, Lockon tried to give him "the talk", only for Setsuna to stare blankly at him. Allelujah left him books and videos which he watched and flipped through, but the only things he was able to glean from those was that sex seemed very uncomfortable for women (he could tell they were faking), and that saliva didn't make a good lubricant. Miss Sumeragi gave him several "mission plans" to follow should he ever get laid, and while he's memorized them, he's never had a chance to use them.

-He's straight, but considering that all of his sexual experiences have basically amounted to attempted rape, he's in no hurry to get involved with anyone. He has been noticing girls a lot more, though.

-Truth be told, he prefers Exia to the 00 Raiser. Exia is actually built to move like him, and the same fighting style he learned in the KPSA he can use while piloting Exia. The 00 Raiser is a bit too bulky for that.

-Setsuna has a quantum brain, which is a network of quantum particles that exist in a neural network within his brain. Its almost fully developed, which is why he needs the energy of the GN drive to help stimulate its higher functions. When its fully developed, he'll be able to access all his innovator abilities at will.

-He likes the baths, even if he isn't there often. But having grown up in a desert, soaking himself in water feels utterly luxurious.

Re: Setsuna F. Seiei

[a_mere_human]

-Feldt Grace once gave him a flower as a gift, for good luck before a major battle. He ranks it by far and away the best present he's ever gotten. He felt HORRIBLE that he lost it during the battle (It got blown out into space when his cockpit exploded), and spent countless hours trying to track it down.

-He took the gift of the flower in the spirit of friendship, though part of him wondered if she meant something more by it. He dismissed the thought, however, and believes that she views him as a friend she cares a lot about, as he believes she's still in love with Lockon Stratos. Still, despite dismissing the thought as a possibility, the idea of them being more than friends has managed to linger in the back of his mind. Not that he'd ever act on it.

-When he rejoined Celestial Being after being separated from them for 4 years, he made it a priority to pull back everyone else who also got separated. Partially because their work wasn't finished, but largely because he missed them, even if he never told them that.

-He genuinely believes that he can eradicate war through the use of force.

-He likes apples.

Nura Nal-Dox

[foreseen-future.livejournal.com]

- Ben is the reason Nura has those horrible migraines. Of her adopted children, he worries her the most and it really didn't help that one time he came into the Med Bay on a stretcher and tried to get up and leave. Nura stayed by his bedside for three straight nights without any sleep, and almost no food.

- She hasn't told Querl this, but if ever they could have children (a tiny, tiny, tiny hope of hers) she would name their first son Benjamin.

- Wanda Maximoff is Nura's ideal of what a mother should be. Or, what her mother should have been like. She looks up to Wanda, actually listens to what the Scarlet Witch has to say, and sometimes, makes Nura feel like she has a mother to turn to.

- Exempting Wanda and Matt, and perhaps Superman, she doesn't listen to any of the big authority figures on the ship. If they ever gave her an order to her face, well, too bad. She'd most likely roll her eyes, say something scathing, and walk away.

- So those cartoons that Ben likes to watch? She sometimes goes into the media library in the middle of the night (well, for her) and watches them for hours upon hours. Though the dialogue is corny, and the animation is not the best she's seen, she still cheers on the hero with her arms waving and a big goofy smile on her face.

- Once upon a time, she died during Lemnos's attack on Legion Plaza.

- And then Querl revived her.

- That isn't the body she was born with. It's a clone of her original.

- While she was still a spirit, she spent a lot of Quality time with Querl in his dreams. And while some of it was to relay information of what was to come in the near future to him, a lot of it was to flirt and get to know him better. Sometimes she'd pull him away from something important in reality just to "play".

- She's already decided that if anyone on the ship attacks her adopted family, she'll beat them to a pulp. She has no reservations about it.

- Nura doesn't hate Jeka. She just really doesn't like the older Legionnaire for making her (Nura) feel so inferior and lesser of the two.

- She doesn't wear any clothes when she goes to bed. Most of her teammates are the same way.

- Alcohol isn't really good for her. It makes her precogging even foggier, and also gives her the worst hangovers in the morning. And that's just what one glass will do to her. Pretty much, it's bad for her, but she rather likes the freedom of being able to drink it freely on the ship, so she doesn't say anything.

- She's doodled little drawings of the crew in her journal. Not all of them are nice. Especially the ones of Jeka. Who is usually wearing a dictator's hat and a bushy mustache in half of the sketches.

Part 2

[foreseen-future.livejournal.com]

- She had a horrible childhood. While her parents didn't exactly physically abuse her, there was a lot of emotional damage done. If she did poorly with her education, or she disobeyed them in some odd or normal way, they would punish her and lecture her, and basically, belittle her in almost every possible way. They constantly used to guilt her into doing things, and are the reason that Nura is so parental - she wants to be a better model then they ever were.

- She was constantly scared as a child of having the tracking Public Service chip being placed in the back of her skull. It constantly hung over her head. She still has nightmares about it.

- Yes, she uesd to have a crush on Starboy.

- She wants to have sex with Querl on the Calnus, the lab table, in the City, in the park, and many other places. Back home, she constantly had him on his feet, and it only feels right to have that exciting freedom with him once again.

- She believes that she may never have natural children, since her and Querl are from different alien species, and the chances of her carrying to term without a miscarriage are...

- She is slightly jealous of Supergirl. Ask her about it, and she'll punch you.

- She misses Projectra so damn much, even if they only met onboard the ship for a little while.

- She hopes that her parents weren't saved by Stacy. She knows it is an awful hope, and is terrible and horrible, but she remembers what her childhood was like and what they could do to her if they were here...and she prays that they never wake from the pods (or even were podded).

Zetta: By popular request!

[badassfreakingoverlord]

Most of these are, in fact, complete news to Zetta himself. Because he's an idiot.

-Zetta had an apprentice named Salome who was desperately in love with him. She confessed, he was an idiot about it (loved her, but is an idiot in general), and she left him.
-Zetta is the strongest being in the cosmos because Salome, who was much stronger than she ever let on, secretly funneled her mana power to him.
-He set the Sacred Tome on fire, himself. Because it called him an idiot. And that was a secret plot by Pram the Oracle and the Sacred Tome itself; it had nothing to do with the Ohm, of course.

-He really cares about Ruffnut, Hit Girl, Katara... even Ophelia and Starfire.
-He lied to Ophelia and Starfire about being a hero, not a demon, but he completely forgot he did. Somehow they never noticed or never called him on it.
-He's technically correct when he says writing a wish for all the worlds to return, with enough mana power, would do just that. He hasn't told anyone, though, that a wish like that would make every world in existence part of his Netherworld. He also hasn't told them that he'd release every world not his from his Netherworld.

Kon-El / Conner Kent / Superboy

[so-pregnable.livejournal.com]

- Only his close friends and Command know (and Command only knows for the possible mind control), but Superboy is a clone hybrid of Superman and his world's Lex Luthor.

- Also, not generally known: He was brainwashed by Lex to be a mind controlled slave and nearly killed his team-mates. He's still highly susceptible to mind control.

- He has made a LOT of mistakes that have hurt people and even gotten a few killed. One of the big ones was holding Robin back so Lil' Lobo could fly the ship to Apokolips to try to save Steel, because Steel was his friend and the Black Racer flew by with him. The end result was that they got stranded, horribly tortured, and one of Impulse's Speed Force clones got killed, rendering Bart catatonic.

- He once almost sold his soul to Satanus to bring his dead girlfriend Tana Moon back to life, but Supergirl (not Kara, the other Supergirl) talked him out of it.

- He once kissed what had to be the ugliest woman in existence (http://dc.wikia.com/wiki/Gorgeous_Gilly_%28New_Earth%29"). They put the French on it and everything. He was mind-controlled, dammit! It was one of the most embarrassing moments of his superhero career, and he's had a lot of embarrassing moments to choose from.

- Speaking of embarrassing, as much as he talks himself up as absolutely awesome, he actually was something of a joke of a hero in his world for a while. With the other heroes, at least, they thought he was a little foolhardy, but recognized he had a good heart and a genuine desire to do good, so he had a rep as a media hound with the public, but a better one with the heroes than someone like Booster did. Still, if you asked the average citizen what they thought of Superboy from the point he was taken from, they'd tell you they thought he was a joke. A little girl once told him a Hoppy the Marvel Bunny was cooler than him.

- If their worlds are restored, he is supposed to die and come back to life, something he hasn't exactly blabbed to everyone. He's terrified of going back to die. Dying is no less scary when someone tells you you're coming back, and it might be moot anyways if they can't restore their worlds.

- This was a played out thing rather than canon, buuuut he nearly knocked up his girlfriend Cassie Sandsmark the first time they had sex. He thought she was on something, they didn't really talk about it...so they had to find a clinic right after for the morning-after stuff, one that was still open in the face of the crisis, panicking the whole way. In Kansas. They lucked out and found one, but it was a doctor that knew the Kent family, so one of the most mortally embarrassing moments of his life was them commenting that Clark didn't used to get in so much trouble, yada yada. Really does not want Clark or the Kents to know he was so irresponsible.

- Despite frequently acting like he's super experienced with women...he's so not. At least not sexually. While has had little relationships and flirtations and attracted a lot of women, despite acting like OH YEAH, HE HAS JUST HAD TONS OF SEX TOTALLY, he is no Casanova and never has been. Everything he has gotten was with Cassie, right before the ship, and on the ship.

- He's never killed anyone, but when he was fighting Amanda Spence, the woman who killed Tana Moon (and created a new clone partially from Tana's DNA just to kill her in front of him), he was losing. He found out she didn't need anything to survive anymore, like air, and they were fighting in a spaceship, so... he launched her into space with his TTK. At about mach eleventy billion. He left her to float forever in a fate worse than death in the cold void of space.

He has told no one this. Not his friends, not Superman, nobody. Only the DN.Angels know, and they approved because of what happened to the Tana clone, Cherub, who was practically their sister.

Kon knows it was wrong. And while he could argue that he was losing and running out of options, he knows he might have done it anyway even if he wasn't. He also doesn't justify it as 'it wasn't as bad as killing her.' He did it because it was probably worse.

[stupidnecklace.livejournal.com]

- He once kissed what had to be the ugliest woman in existence. They put the French on it and everything. He was mind-controlled, dammit! It was one of the most embarrassing moments of his superhero career, and he's had a lot of embarrassing moments to choose from.


You know, I don't think I'm mad at you now, seeing that. Ugh.

Red Robin

[battorch]

-Tim Drake = Red Robin. Since he's trying to hold onto his identity while he can.

-Initially, part of the reason he fought to become Robin was because he wanted to be part of something. His parents had a habit of running off on adventures without him.

-... which lead to a) him being bad at people 'cause he didn't socialize much or well and b) his mother dying and his father being comatose

-has some rage issues sometimes-- he's come very close to breaking the 'we don't kill' rule on several occasions. Usually because he's just lost someone. He nearly quit being Robin when he thought he had killed someone because of this. Wasn't completely his fault though (and the guy wasn't technically dead, it turned out).

-On that note! He definitely experimented with samples from a life-restoring pit (that drives you crazy) to attempt to find a way to bring Kon-El back to life. And then when that didn't work out, stole Luthor cloning tech and tried to clone him instead.

-This lead to him making out with said dead BFF's girlfriend. Which he does nooot want to talk to Conner about yet (it was awkward enough to try the first time).

-He attempted to give Jason 'one last chance' and busted him out of jail. Jason then killed like a dozen people. Tim still blames himself.

-Juuuust like he blames himself for Anarky's brother and sister dying. Among many other deaths. Including his father.

-He once heard an equation meant to prove the futility of life, and basically went "WELL IT'S GOT A POINT". Fortunately he is not suicidal, just messed. :|

-Still cares about his ex-not-so-dead-anymore-girlfriend Steph, even if their relationship is messed.

-He's stopped being as worried about a 'normal life' or if he can have one. Crimefighting is now the most important thing in his life.

-Related: Tim's so bad with girls. As Tam said-- he can fight super ninja, but not ask a girl on a date. But he has made out with Steph, and with a gang leader he broke out of jail! Uh.

Re: Red Robin

[telekinetic_badass]

So Flatscan Timmy needs help with the womens, huh?

Lex Luthor

[imperious_lex]

-He's actually a sucker for romance. He likes putting on grandiose displays of affection.

-His mother murdered his infant baby brother, so that he wouldn't be subject to the same cruel parenting by Lionel that Lex was.

-Lex had his baby brother cloned and ages up to an adult. Repeatedly. But each time the clones misbehaved and he had them killed. He eventually gave up on the project.

-He genuinely believes that the morality of this crew is holding them back. You can't half-ass it in a war.

Aibghalien

[for-magic.livejournal.com]

Triggers: Mind-control rape.

-...he was mind-control-raped. When he detonated incoming missiles with a fireball to save his comrades, the blast killed him, but his enemy saved his life and placed him under several mental compulsions -- including one that forced him to sleep with her. He woke up one day completely unaware of this, in bed next to her, and fled immediately -- but the memories returned swiftly and painfully over time.
-He's crushing hard on Celena. On his home world, dragons are incredibly rare, possibly extinct, and are said to be the forerunners of all magic. Then one abruptly showed up at his lab one day -- polite, intelligent, and extremely curious about the magical arts and in general. Is it really surprising?
-He WAS crushing on Vita. But that's settled down now.
-...he's kind of a lonely guy in general. To the point where he's cheerfully attempting experiments that could kill him without much pause for reconsideration, on the basis that it doesn't matter if he dies, only that other people live.
-...Wisdom was his dump stat, not Charisma.

[governorkang]

...you like the dragon?

WARNING: PRISONER OF AZKABAN SPOILER

[myboggartismoon.livejournal.com]

-Yeah. That.

Superman

[itsaboutaction.livejournal.com]

- When no one's looking, he spends time as Clark Kent. Sorry, guys, but for Supes, it's Clark first, Superman second.

- Was once utterly afraid of Doomsday. However, that isn't the case much anymore.

- He doesn't like to admit it, but he has broken the "Will Not Kill" rule, but it was in major situations - the AU Kryptonian Criminals, Doomsday (twice), Imperiex and Braniac 13. Of course, in all of those situations, there was no other choice.

- He actually feels intimidated being on the Council. Especially since a lot of the people on the ship don't revere him as they did in his universe, so what weight he had there doesn't count for much here.

[governorkang]

You're going to have to get over that. Being in a position of power doesn't always mean everyone likes you, you know.

Dean Winchester

[notadamnangel.livejournal.com]

Triggers: torture of physical emotional and psychological variety.

Where to start? The girl who convinced him to try on pink panties when he was a bit younger and found he liked them?

The fact that as much as he goes on and on about chick flick moments, he secretly wants attention and praise and love? And he's terrified of ending up alone.

Knowing that he's been used as a tool and a weapon most of his life, and doesn't rate his life much higher than that? Or that he has no other purpose or goal in his life beside protecting his brother? Plus the fact he pretty much molded himself after his father and only realized a few years ago that most of the objects and interests surrounding him are really his father's and not his. And secretly he doesn't think his dad was all that great a parent.

How much he wished he could end hunting years ago, but knows it's the main thing he's really good at? That as much as he wants a family more than anything else, he doesn't see himself as more than a hunter and a killer.

And then there's hell. 30 years of being systematically tortured and broken on a rack, and then eventually breaking only to become the torturer's best student, partly because he really enjoyed what he was doing.

[voiceofserenity.livejournal.com]

[ Just. Hugs forever and never lets go. ]

Spider-Man (older)

[metalwebhead.livejournal.com]

- See, Mei-Xing? He DOES have a smoking hot wife!

- Is a big fan of Captain America. Mostly due to him reading his Uncle Ben's comics when he was younger. He was ready to beat Big Zero down because of her mocking him.

- Spidey isn't looking forward to finding out what happens in the future where Cap is dead and Osborn's running things. Hopefully nothing else bad happens - like losing Mary Jane.

- Yes, he is embarrassed over his freak out when MJ temporarily disappeared. Yes, he's busy hiding in his quarters when he isn't out poking someone else.

- He wants a goddamn robot, too. How come he's the only Power Ranger that doesn't have a robot.

- Oh, he also hasn't told anyone else, not even MJ, that he's a Power Ranger. He's dreading the day Wolverine shows up and he has to mention it to him.

[nottheglamour.livejournal.com]

Your darn right your wife is smoking hot.

Astrid

[astridhofferson.livejournal.com]

- As a child, she was kind of insecure of her bucky teeth. She's thankful her adult teeth aren't that big and the rest of her grew around them.

- Also when she was little, she stole her friend, Ruffnut's, pig-tail hair style so she could look cute, too.

- Yeah, okay, so she likes girly, mushy stuff and denies she's a little envious of anyone who can cook for their loved ones.

- Her mother gave Astrid her cherished axe. That's not the secret. The axe she's always seen with on ship is an alteration of the original - more specifically the axe head was replaced. Hiccup actually took a nice chunk out of the blade while he was sharpening it on the spinning wheel-- when he was too distracted with checking her out. And this was all before she even liked him. To this day, she still doesn't know... and it's likely something Hiccup will take with him to the grave.

Re: Astrid

[i-saw-myself.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't that be more my secret to tell?

In any case, I...did actually fix the original. I just needed a stealthy opportunity to swap it out again.

[nothawkingbird.livejournal.com]

Trigger: sexual assault.

- Was sexually assaulted sometime around 14-15. She was heading home late through Central Park, and was grabbed from behind by a man and quickly overpowered. She later got 'the best therapy money could buy' and later took up a large extent of physical training in various fighting styles for the express purpose that no one else EVER goes through what she did.

- Fears then and still at times that she would share her mother's fate of being killed. It was one of the reasons her sister tried to dissuade her from following too closely in their mother's footsteps.

- Has crushes on Bucky and thought Clint's pretty hot too. Was partially with Tommy to piss Eli off though she did find him cute too.

- Respects the older heroes a lot more these days once her team got some acknowledgement.

- Taking care of Cassie's pet finally helped her get over her remaining worries and fears of Yeerks.

- Loves being a Power Ranger though she misses seeing her Young Avengers teammates and is worried about what's to come with Nate and Jonas.

- Will never admit that a small part of her was glad Big Zero was the one to get Punishment.

Ben Tennyson

[bears-omnitrix.livejournal.com]

1) Has always been scared of lightning. Moreso if he had been allowed to progress through UA but since he got electrocuted in an open-to-the-air brain on Zokez, he's hated it even more.

2) Refuses to grow up and become Ben 10,000. No, just full stop. He never wants to become a jerk.

3) He's scared all the time that when he screws up, people die.

4) As attributing to 3, he acts like an oblivious derp and ass to cover his insecurities.

and finally 5) the universe will find a way to de-pants him. Always.

Ed Elric

[changeddestiny.livejournal.com]

1) I didn't get the name Fullmetal because of my limbs; it's because of what I did.

2) Wants his mother back, even now. And even wants his brother to be okay.

3) Ed is incredibly selfish. But he's a good person, which makes up for it.

4) Sometimes he dreams of other worlds, where he's a rocket engineer with a blonde man named Alfonse as his partner.

5) If someone died... he might attempted Human Transmutation again, especially if they're close to him.

Re: Ed Elric

[tricks-of-trade.livejournal.com]

You might be a selfish kid, but I still like you, man.

Negi and Chamo

[ermine-flash.livejournal.com]

Negi:

1) A self sacrificing fool. He'll never grow out of it.

2) Has reached the beginnings of puberty long ago.

3) Glad that he and Vivio are good friends instead of bf/gf. It gives him a reason to try and feel normal around her.

4) Really cares for Sasami, but is still confused about if he really is in true love with her.

5) Sometimes wakes up... and crawls into Asuna's bed, just to assure himself that she won't go away... or she won't suddenly turn into Shiori/Luna.

6) Still wants to be a Rider.

Chamo:

1) Likes hanging out with Arf.

2) The lack of panties on board makes him sad. Even moreso since he can't steal any of them to sleep in.

3) he's slowly kicking the nicotine habit.

[memory-hax.livejournal.com]

1) his name is Raito, but he doesn't feel worthy of calling himself that, even if he has been a Sonozaki for years.

2) Has fun talking with Hayate. She's opened him up to new things.

3) Has begun reading into relationship books.

4) Raids the abandoned buildings for books and uses the Atori to store them.

5) Wishes Shotarou were awake, but if wishes were nickles...

[darknight-ren.livejournal.com]

You decide who your family is, no one else. ...Yui taught me that.

[governmentninja]

-Is actually fairly glad about the Council and being semi-formally commissioned under the GIA/Daligig. Mostly because it relieves a lot of administrative responsibilities off his shoulders and allows him to concentrate on kicking ass.

-He does, however, mind being under the control of Stacy. He has some leverage against her now thanks to the commission, but as soon as he finds a viable way to take the AI offline, or get squarely under their control where they can be truly be free, he won't hesitate to go forward with it.

-He'd rather be on the ground and barking orders from the front lines than from a distant command center.

-He's kind of a dork.

-Also a perv. You'd be surprised where he and Claire have had sex.

-They haven't had sex in the Vatican, but part of him does find the idea delightfully sinful.

-He once had to go undercover as a male stripper for a weekend. He made about $3300 in tips. It made him consider a career change.

-Claire is his first long term relationship since he was 21. He didn't have much time for one before then, so he'd only occasionally have a short fling here or there, whenever he met a woman who caught his attention.

-He's been pondering upgrading his quarters such that both Claire and Sherry could move in with him.

[letmelive]

...You were a stripper?